no one i know. knows that i have a deviant art account.
so if anyone reads this it will make no sense to them.

i created this account ina n attempt to be more creative. but looking around. all the stuff on my computer is crap compared to everyone else.
i can't submit.
i have so much work. but none of it to a decent standard.

i guess i shouldnt take an art degree.

i know that im not goingt o make it as an artist.
but i want to do what i want.
its my life.
i can fail later in life.
i can regret my decisions now...or i can regret them later.

my family think i am stupid for it.
they think i am wasting my talents.
if im so talented i can sort things out for myself.